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2/22/2006 insecurities.
i'm like feeling so darn insecure right now over my posting results. i've been hearing a lot of worrying remarks. like the 9-13 points thing, aj having a cutoff of 7 and many more. even the skl says that only those who got 12 and below can go take uniform measurements tmr. -.- what is this! it's really so unsettling for me. i don't wanna end up in mj! i'll be damn sad if i really can't enter ny. really. i think i'll cry even. hah. it's bad enough that i screwed up my o levels and dashed my dreams of entering a top 5 jc, but not even being able t enter the skl i've grown t become so familiar with and happy in? that's damn saddening.
i need someone t tell me my thoughts are unconfounded. i need some conviction. someone please convince me that i'm just thinking too much. i hate feeling so insecure. but none of the comments i've been hearing just seem convincing enough. sigh.
KOREAN DRAMAS!!
black pink white orange.
english songs.
chocolate!
going out.
night.
cashhh.
PUMA.
subway!!
shopping!
TOUCH RUGBY!
drummers!! :D
pigging out.
skate&surf stuff.
skateboarders.
surfers.
light-hearted movies.
bitching.
bright colours!
vampires! =))
making friends.
laughing!
sunsets!
mocha.
gossiping.
hongkong serials.
BUT SHE DOES HATE
people who act rebellious.
techno.
euu lurfbe miiexXx people.
posers.
being ignored.
loneliness.
sTiCkY cApPzzZ.
rejection.
horror movies.
boredom.
feeling inferior.
drifting away from ppl.
hypocrites.
feeling left out.
tacky graphics.
ppl who always think they're right.
those who name themselves xiiaobunniiex.
bengs & lians.
mats & minahs.
despotics.
stress.
SO GIVE HER MORE LOVE
gain weight!!
grow taller!
more bottoms.
more tops.
birkenstocks.
shoulder bag.
dunks.
water bottle.
socks in all colours!
new wallet.
satisfy my food cravings!!
complete my resolution.
more friends.
more monehh.
puma stuff.
be a better touch rugger.
more KOREAN DRAMAS!
learn t play drums.
running shoes.
slippers.
nice haircut.
break barriers.
hoodie jacket.
belts in black & white.